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Natasha Romanoff ([personal profile] maskirovka) wrote2021-07-20 01:46 am
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-29 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"It'll take a little longer than I have right now," Bucky says and he knows his voice has a disappointed note in it. He wants to spend time with her now and enjoy the scent of her hair and the small touch of her body against his left side. He has it bad. Worse than he should.

"My office hours are at one, though, so if you stop by then I can give you one on one instruction and help you get through these. They're not hard once you get the trick of them."

He, however, is.
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-29 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"Um..." Bucky swallows thickly. He's not supposed to accept gifts from students and it's probably bad to start a precedent but it is just lunch and he often works through his without really thinking about it. He nods quickly.

"Yeah, I eat. You can bring it if you want. I like pretty much anything so whatever you're getting is fine." God, she has to stop smiling at him. She makes him helpless.

"See you at one? I have to get ready for my next class."
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-29 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky has been on edge since earlier and when he opens the door, he's a little disheveled. He welcomes her in and is kind of glad she brought food because it's something to occupy him while he's trying desperately not to look at Natalia.

"Hey. Glad you brought food, actually. It was a great idea because I worked through noon and I never eat during the day other than coffee and a muffin or something."

He gestures to one of his chairs. "Make yourself comfortable, all right?"
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-29 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Shit. This girl was already getting him into trouble and he hadn't even done anything untoward or close to rule-breaking. Bucky knows he has to get himself together; he's up for tenure this year and an affair with a teenager student is a good way to get himself fired outright, much less have tenure yanked off the table.

Still, she brought him food and he focuses on that for the moment, noticing she even got the white macadamia nut cookies he likes. "How did you know what cookies I like?" he asks, genuinely curious.
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-29 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, um, wow. Didn't realize I was so predictable," Bucky says. He rubs the back of his neck, a nervous tic, and stuffs his mouth full of pastrami on rye so he doesn't betray himself by saying something stupid. This girl has paid more attention to him than his ex-wife did their whole marriage. Amazing.

"So it's balancing the equations that's giving you the most trouble? I can help with that, it's just math. It's just hidden in these word problems and sometimes you set them up wrong. I know the feeling. I had the same problem in college."
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-30 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
Natalia is so passionate about this, like it's life or death, and it's all he can do to keep from laughing a little. He finishes his sandwich and moves a little closer, taking the pen from Natalia to circle what's wrong.

"It's this step, Natalia. You carried the number wrong," he explains, broad handwriting filling the page. "You have to remember to move it to the other side in these types of equations or in the end it won't ever balance. Otherwise, really good work. You know what you're doing, you're just missing one thing, all right?"
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-30 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Oh shit. Shit. Fuck. Fuck.

"Oh, um, thank you, um, Natalia?" His arm automatically goes behind her to make sure she isn't going to fall out of the chair onto the floor but she's straddling his thigh and her hair is close enough for her scent to be in his nose and God, he wants to fuck this girl.

He's always had a weakness for redheads, it's true, and he hasn't been with anyone since his wife started divorce proceedings. It's been a long several months (a year? He's lost track.) and he is suddenly reminded of how good sex is.

"Maybe not in my lap, huh? I'm not supposed to be touching students like this. I don't know how it is in Russia."
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-30 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. A fucking shame.

"No, no reason to be sorry," he says, shoving a hand through his hair to just relax himself. God, this is awful. She is clearly flirting with him. She has to be. No girl, sixteen or not, is this oblivious to what she's doing and he wonders why him. Why him, out of everyone? The other students are far closer to her age.

"Just a cultural difference." The horrible part of him says he could probably swing asking for a blow job right now but he pushes that deep down. He absolutely cannot ask for that.

"Have you been enjoying America?"
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-30 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky smiles tightly. "Look, Natalia, that would be nice but I can't do that when you're a student. I'm not supposed to have close personal relationships with my students. I could get in a lot of trouble if someone found out about that or if you were uncomfortable with it later and told the dean. I know there's a difference in how things happen in Russia and that's fine, I don't mean to offend you."

He takes in a tight breath and it doesn't seem to help. "It's just because of how things are here, all right? Otherwise, that sounds like an amazing trip."
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-30 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course, I'll walk through anything you need me to walk through," Bucky says. This is back in the right wheelhouse and what his actual job is, so Bucky doesn't think anything of leaning over and tracing his finger along her work to see where the issue is. There's a dropped variable she hasn't carried over, though, and he points to it on the page.

"You see this? You have to solve for velocity first, honey, and then you can finish the rest of the equation. I like to do it over to the side so it doesn't mess up the rest of my work. You might want to try that and see if it works for you."

He doesn't even notice the pet name.
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-30 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Da," Bucky says, grinning at her. "You're doing a great job. You'll do just fine in class if you pay attention to the little details. That's all you're missing, all right? You're doing really well."

Bucky expects her GPA to go up, honestly, and he hopes that it does. He thinks she deserves that.

"Did you have any others that were giving you a problem? You can always come by office hours if you're having trouble. I'm pretty much required to be here anyway and no one ever comes. You'd be a welcome interruption to dead silence."
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[personal profile] ostavil 2021-08-30 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
"Practice math," Bucky says firmly, because something leads his mind down avenues it shouldn't go. He does nod at her offer of lunch, though. Surely nobody could be upset about a student coming to office hours and bringing him food along with her own? That's not so strange. There's nothing off about that.

"Is everything all right, Natalia? I know being younger than the other students has to be overwhelming and then you're in a whole new country. Is there anything that would help you feel more at home, do you think?"

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