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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-23 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"No," he said, shaking his head. Ignoring the back of the door hitting against him, he peered down at her. "I don't know if Steve accepted that shit, but I'm not Steve."

That much was clear. Bucky was never Steve. He never wanted to go to war, never wanted to be some impossible hero. Where Bucky would've been content to pull a little red wagon behind him, Steve wasn't. When he had the Serum, he spun in the complete opposite direction of Steve. Steve was lightness while Bucky wasn't. The only person who ever compared him to Steve was himself.

"She's the niece of one of my oldest friends. If she's in trouble, I want to know."
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-23 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
While Bucky glanced at the door in acknowledgement, he wasn't done—not yet. Still didn't budge when hit with the door. Considering he'd been hit with a lot worse over the last eight decades—Rebecca packed quite a punch for a girl ten years his junior—he wasn't going to so much as shift against a door.

Natasha gave him an inch and he intended on taking a mile. If Sharon was going to be in trouble—and it seemed like a good possibility, given the fact he knew how it usually went when someone knew something other people wanted to know—he wanted to help. Sharon, not Natasha.

His brows furrowed. "And you think she's going to tell you?"

He hoped his implication was clear. Bucky liked to think Sharon would confide in him a little more willingly than she would with Natasha.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-25 10:56 am (UTC)(link)
Not even close.

A non-answer was an answer all the same, and it didn't provide Bucky with anything other than the obvious indication that Sharon was in trouble. What sort of trouble was left to be defined. Natasha didn't strike him as the type to be interested in someone's number for pleasure rather than business. In that way, they were similar. It shouldn't surprise him; a Carter getting into trouble was like water being wet.

He stared at her for a moment longer, knowing that it wouldn't unnerve her like it often did to anyone else on the receiving end of it. Natasha was capable of convincing someone water was dry; he knew that if she really wanted to, she'd feed him a bullshit answer and make it convincing.

"Great talk."

Ironic coming from him, he knew. With a push against her car door, he gave her a little mock salute before making his way to the porch.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-26 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Rather than ask Sam too many questions about Natasha that even a rock would be able to determine he had a so-called problem with her, Bucky did what he always did and riled up the kids and put them to bed with the promise that only the cool kids go to bed when their mom asked them to. As tempted as he was to call Sharon before midnight, he didn't. Something told him he couldn't pull a Steve and act like a boulder smashing into the side of a building about it. (It never worked, anyway.)

With Sarah's desire to do a little barbecue for Carlos down by the docks, Bucky was unsurprised that Sam wanted to extend an invitation to Natasha. He'd mentioned it a couple of times after Natasha had left, and he'd mentioned it ad nauseam as if Bucky suffered from selective hearing (he wished) and hadn't heard him the first seven times over breakfast.

By mid-morning, Sam finally leant against the kitchen counter and purposefully looked at Bucky, paused with his fingers ready to press buttons on his phone in an almost dramatic fashion. Bucky didn't give him any notion of a protest. If he wanted to invite Natasha to Carlos' little surprise barbecue, so be it. He had other things to do there. Other than help Sarah carry and unload what she needed, he had a few dancing dates he needed to uphold. The older ladies of Delacroix had stories that Bucky loved hearing about—and they were better storytellers than Sam.

He ignored Sam's overly bright and loud voice. Perhaps he didn't need a phone at all. All Sam had to do was yell at the top of his lungs, and wherever Natasha was, she'd be able to hear it as if he was standing outside of her hotel room.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-30 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
With one of Carlos' barbecues down by the dock finally breathing its last breath, Bucky had spent most of the time not helping set up for the big celebration, but borrowing a truck from a gentleman named Arthur and driving over to the hardware store to pick them up another grill.

It was with ease that he picked it up from the back of the truck. He held it like he was carrying a heavy bag of groceries, except he couldn't see over the top of said bag of groceries. The grill was too large, and he knew that he wouldn't be able to carry it from the parking area all the way to the end of the dock where Sarah had set up the tent safely and without knocking someone out.

Luckily for him, AJ and Cass came to his rescue. They cleared the way through the throng of people who were gathering, helping set up, and who were bringing their own dishes to line the long tables with. Their shouts teetered on laughter as they seemed to mimic Sam's loud and commanding voice. It didn't help that every time Bucky asked if they were there yet, the boys would say the same answer of "Nearly, just a few more steps!"

"And here comes the Barbecue Soldier," Sam declared loudly. He joined AJ and Cass in telling everyone to move away, move aside, clear up so that the star of the show could be placed down within the tent.

Placing it in the space between another barbecue and a metal table, Bucky took a step back and eyed the barbecue. AJ and Cass stood beside him with their hands on their hips and a judgemental furrow to their brows as they sized up the positioning of the grill.

Looking to Sam, he glanced at Natasha before settling his attention on his friend. Bucky let out a breath despite not feeling entirely out of it. "You sure you really want it there?"

Sam didn't seem overly upset by its placement. He'd come to learn Sam was capable of beaming so brightly when someone offered to lend him a hand.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-08-02 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky left Sam and a few of the men and women he knew were fixtures at the pier alone to set up and install the grill. Without a task at hand, he felt a little aimless. And when he felt like that while here, he often took to looking out at the endless water and being quietly grateful that he could.

It shouldn't surprise him that Natasha seemed to feel the same way.

He slumped heavily (but not as heavily as he could have) into the seat beside her with a beer in hand. He didn't sit up straight, keeping his legs splayed out in front of him as he relaxed. There was no need to sit up tall and obediently. Sam had been trying to encourage him to slouch more and be less of a Cyborg, so he was merely doing his best to practice being more human than machine.

Bucky looked straight ahead at the water. "Be prepared not to be able to move when this is all over."
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-08-02 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, he'd much rather discuss the heat and the food—and the spices' heat and the fact that he still had that iron gut he seemed to have been born with—than acknowledge the fact he's a hermit without a home... or a hermit with a home now. It wasn't his home, but it sure felt like one.

"Drink enough and the heat won't feel like a thing anymore." It was his turn to lift his beer to his lips, taking a swig and feeling a slight disappointment that he didn't even feel a glimmer of a buzz. Drinking felt like a waste given he couldn't receive the perks, but it was a comfortable habit he was more than happy to fall back into. It made him feel a little less starey in the present moment, which was beneficial.

He sighed, licking his lips. "The people here are nice. You'll probably find that when they come over here and try and feed you until you explode."
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-09-12 11:35 am (UTC)(link)
"Until all the spicy food is gone."

Although he imagined that he could steer them back to the very safe thread of conversation about food, he suspected Natasha wouldn't exactly follow suit so easily. He didn't have any plans for what he was going to do after this. Head back to New York. Loiter. Annoy Rebecca until she banned him from seeing her for a week.

He took a swig of his beer, using that as an opportunity to buy him some time. He used to be a smooth talker. Bucky knew that he could easily tap back into the ease in which he used to speak to people back in the 1940s if he truly wanted to.

"They need a lot of help cleaning up these things."

He knew it was both an answer and a non-answer.