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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-21 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky didn't flinch when he felt Sarah's hand on his shoulder. A very small change to how he used to behave. Touch was more welcome by those he trusted. He turned his head, gave her a small smile, and said, "Thanks."

But his gaze went back to Natasha. That was a bullshit answer if he ever heard one—and he had, many times, over many, many stupid lies that Steve felt he was confident enough to deliver. While Steve didn't have a bone in his body that let him easily deceive anyone around him, he did give it his all when it came to Bucky. Something about wanting to prove to him that he could do it, he could enlist, get into the war, make a difference, stop it.

Bucky was used to people lying. Others would call him paranoid for believing people kept things from him on purpose, but eight decades of history taught him otherwise.

He waited for Sarah to go.

"You couldn't have asked him to send you her number when he originally contacted you?"
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
"She is." Bucky didn't feel inclined to tell Natasha—or anyone, really—that since being a guest at the Wilson home, he'd put on the weight he'd lost while under the thumb of Hydra. His appetite was still shit, but Sarah kept feeding him like he was her personal taste tester. Bucky hardly minded.

He didn't push off from the wall for a moment, eyeing Natasha. It didn't feel like the whole story. For someone like her, it felt too simple—far too mundane. There were means to get Sharon's number if she really, really wanted it. Bucky was hardly a superstar at technology, but even he knew that S.H.I.E.L.D. had tech no one else had.

If Peggy's niece was in trouble, he wanted to know about it. After what Peggy did for him with Rebecca, it was the least he could do.

Easily turning on his foot and stepping into the kitchen, he smiled as Sarah who stood at the kitchen counter with her deep blue oven mitts on and was slicing into a pie in a tray.

Sarah lifted her head and smiled. "Peach cobbler." With a glance at Bucky, she shook her head kindly. "One of his favourites. You're gonna turn into one of these one days."

Bucky shrugged, moving into the kitchen to grab plates, utensils and glasses, and easily set the table like it was a part of the routine. "You say that like it's meant to be a bad thing."
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
It really shouldn't surprise him that Natasha was seated next to him. It seemed to be the flavour of the evening. He felt like he'd make progress of moving two steps ahead to only take several of them back. It would've been better suited if she sat beside Sam so they could catch up, not him, but Bucky wasn't going to complain.

He took a seat beside her, grateful she wasn't on his left. Relaxing back into his seat, he kept his hands on his lap as he watched Cass and AJ immediately lean over and begin plating their food. AJ sat next to Bucky and almost tipped over into him, his hands immediately curling into Bucky's left arm. He always enjoyed trying to squeeze the metal of his bicep.

"Be careful, be careful," he said with a light laugh, gently taking the tongs from AJ's clumsy fingers and helping him pick out the right sausage for him. AJ regarded all of them with a slight curl to his lip, scrunching up his face and shaking his head as Bucky pointed to each individual sausage. Once AJ claimed his, he wordlessly pointed to the fried chicken, which Bucky then served for him.

"You need to save some food for everyone else, you know."

AJ shrugged. "You snooze, you lose!" Sitting on his heels, he arched his back so he could peer over Bucky's head at Natasha. Regarding her with a toothy smile, he cocked his head towards the table. "I can pick your sausages for you. I pick the best sausages in the house."
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
Even though he'd heard this story countless times before, Bucky still sat back comfortably in his chair and listened. He didn't pile on his plate like he'd done so for AJ, who often preferred to be served based on the fact his arms were too short and Bucky was right there with his big metal arm that was two times bigger than his head.

Every couple of minutes, it seemed as though his hand would bump into Natasha's. Even when he pulled his hand into his lap (something that felt awkward at the Wilson family table), he still managed to either bump or be bumped by her. Glancing at her from the corner of his eye, he ignored it, reached over the table to get seconds—still piling on a small amount of food, particularly favouring the sausages—and happened to bump into her hand once more when he reached for his fork.

Despite the chatter between the Wilsons, he still offered a quiet, "Sorry."
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Given how big his own family had been, he should be used to knocking elbows and even accidentally kicking someone sitting across from him beneath the table. But it'd been a long, long time since he had sat around a table—slightly smaller than this one—and had been almost been sitting on top of another person. Despite preferring the quiet life, he did like it. There was a reason why he liked being at the Wilson home—it was noisy, but not overly so. Even when Sarah gently reprimanded him for encouraging AJ's little habit of being particular and letting other people do things for him, he knew it wasn't unwelcome.

All he did was hum, something low and hopefully noncommittal. The Russian was slightly unsettling; he was still trying to tame that natural instinct to flinch whenever someone spoke to him in that language, but he knew the moment she spoke the first word it wasn't going to be an utterance of his trigger words. Natasha was still someone he was trying to figure out. Steve trusted her, but Steve would also trust a bee after it stung him.

He remained hunched over and tilted his head toward her. Quietly, he joked, "I'm going to end up with a bruised arm."

As if anything could bruise him these days.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky rolled his eyes and looked away. He really should've seen that one coming. Although he thought to lift his elbow up and ask her to do just that, see if she'd follow through, he knew where he was, and the last thing he needed was for Sam to call out across the table and give him some lecture about harassing his friend.

Turning back to her, he gave her a shrug, one that said That's too bad. "I have a feeling that would just hurt it even more."

He pulled a short, quick smile.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
He really didn't want to roll his eyes again, so he gave her an unimpressed look. Did she talk to Steve like that? He was pretty sure that if she did, he'd be blushing and a bumbling mess. They could take the scrawny, sick kid away, but they couldn't take away the inexperience and lack of personal confidence.

Luckily for Bucky, he had some of it left. Just a little drop of it. His own insecurities were easy to push down in the face of someone trying to purposefully get a rise out of him.

He drawled, "Hot."

He watched her, keeping his gaze on her eyes, having a little gut feeling that she was trying to get him to fall into a trap. Natasha was an attractive woman who he would've easily have tried to court seven decades ago, but he knew better. This was all just a game.

He purposefully—and gentle enough not to do any serious damage to her, aware of his own strength—elbowed her arm. "Oops. Sorry, I just couldn't help myself."
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Really should've seen that coming.

Bucky pushed his food around on his plate as Natasha gave her apologies to both Sam and Sarah. He knew that his actions wouldn't seem out of character—he was known to eat like a bird these days and he needed a distraction from the fact that Natasha, of course, would fucking retaliate.

Inhaling deeply and loudly through his nose, Bucky glared down at his plate, left elbow leaning on the table. Don't react, don't react. But it was fucking hard not to. He hadn't put himself in a position like this where anyone touched him outside from a clap on the back.

Rather than tightly press his thighs together to either trap her hand or have her withdraw quickly, he shifted ever so slightly on his seat—enough for her to feel it, if she was really paying attention—and widened his legs.

With the corner of his lips curving upward in a tight smile, he very quietly muttered, "Вредитель." That's what a spider was, wasn't she? Pest.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky didn't catch Sarah's look, too busy leaning towards AJ to hear him ask if he could pass a slice of the peach cobbler to him. Perhaps luckily for him, it was to his right.

When Bucky leaned to his right to reach for the still hot peach cobbler dish with his left hand, he ensured to stretch out right in Natasha's space. Even though it was childish (he knew it was childish), if she was going to put his hand on his leg, he wasn't going to pull away and tuck himself into a corner far, far away from her.

"'Scuse me, sorry," he said, purposefully furrowing his brows so he could look the part despite the fact he didn't feel it. Once he got that tray in his left hand, he easily sat up straight and let AJ dig the cobbler out for both his plate and Bucky's.

He smiled at Natasha, tilting his body towards her. "Did you want any?"
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
While he smiled at her, something that wasn't overly bright but didn't seem like a grimace, he narrowed his eyes slightly as he regarded her.

"Sure." Suspecting she'd expect him to try and wrestle the fork out of her hand, he leaned forward to bite it off the fork. He hummed, shrugged a shoulder as he chewed, and when he was done, he did smile brightly at Sarah when he said, "I really am going to turn into a peach cobbler if you keep making them that good."

Even though Sarah's eyes were slightly narrowed, she did smile and duck her head like she usually did. Sometimes, Bucky wished Sarah was used to receiving compliments for everything that she did. She was a big help in him feeling comfortable in his own skin.

He sat back in his chair and rested his hands on his thighs, not looking at Natasha despite watching her from the corner of his eye.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
Putting a hand on his thigh, he could tolerate. Eating his food? That was an entirely different thing altogether, especially when it was Sarah's cobbler.

Keeping his gaze away from Natasha, Bucky looked around, expecting her to drop his fork and return to her own plate, before he gently took her hand to try and pry the fork out from her fingers.

He smiled at her. "You're not eating my cobbler."

Or, at least, she wasn't going to eat all of it.

She had a perfectly good fork he could use, but that was beside the point.
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[personal profile] disparaged 2021-07-22 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
When Sam was talking (the guy never stopped, especially when he had the spotlight and an interested audience), Bucky gave Sarah a small smile. He was often the type to either engage in conversation with the family like he didn't have so many reservations or he remained quiet as he listened. This was one of the first instances where he felt like he was back in the 1930s at his own dinner table.

With his fork, he ate his cobbler, peered over at Natasha's as if he was sizing it up to steal some, but ultimately kept to his own plate and dessert.

This time, when he went for seconds, he didn't lean over as if he was about to fall over into Natasha's lap. He didn't even lean towards her at all.

When conversation was clearly drifting toward where Natasha was staying (Sarah was only so subtle by asking if the car was hers, where she rented it from, for how long), Bucky sat back in his chair and glanced over at her. "Where are you staying?"

If she had a place, then it'd be easy to assume she had every intention of lingering around, perhaps giving Sam more intel. If she didn't, then he and Sam were really on their own again.

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